It has been too long since I submitted a finished picture to dA, like over two months or so. Last year my graphic tablet broke, but that didn't stop me from drawing pencil pictures. But from some point I couldn't get myself back into drawing, even though I had ideas but either no time or the will or the patience to finish a sketch or a doodle. I got a new job in fall last year and now another one, plus I'm taking care of a roleplay-board.
Free time is scarce, but even on weekends I do not feel the drive to draw, or I begin something and can't seem to finish it because I think it sucks. Basically, I want to draw but I feel like I lost all the energy. I'm already happy when I get myself to participate in a contest - because I'm forced to do something, but lately I don't even get over the first stage, namely to think of something what I could draw... -.-
So I wonder, where's my motivation?